Oh, just a normal Sunday evening anxiously waiting for my adult life to swing into action tomorrow.....haha.
Tomorrow - oh sweet Monday - everything hinges on you.
Tomorrow there is a possibility of:
1. Having thousands of dollars deposited in my checking account
* I will finally settle my property damage claim from my auto accident
2. Buying a new car
* I got approved for a car loan today! What?? With my undocumented income, I was shocked!
And pleased. Apparently my "anomaly credit" is top-notch! So proud!
3. Getting a new job
* With the State of Idaho - dream benefits!
Oh-My-Goodness!! It's so bizarre when so many of your dreams are so close but could easily fall out of reach - teasing, taunting. Plus it's anxiety inducing as so many other things, processes and changes hang on these decisions - and it affects many people. I need to know what comes next. I'm holding my breath!
Then my yoga side reminds me to breathe, breathe, breathe. Still, I can't stop talking and moving and going. I can barely eat. So happy and nervous and prepping for either extreme satisfaction or extreme disappointment.
Yoga again comes around and insists upon non-attachment. And I breathe, and I smile, and I thank the universe for all the blessings I already have. I water my garden and admire our budding tomatoes. I teach my lovely multitude of weekend yoga classes. I babysit my cousin's little boys (3 under the age of 5 = beautiful chaos). I take partner Thai yoga massage workshops with my boyfriend and we tour Parade of Homes (another future dream!). How happy I am!
So I choose the mentality of "Que Sera, Sera, Whatever Will Be, Will Be." I'm reassured knowing that no matter the outcomes, I still have a wonderful life full of wonderful people.
Here's the car I want. I LOVE it! ... Even though I know it's not everyone's cup of tea! It is mine. The Cube reminds of Pixar animation and the move Up! I test drove it today along with the Scion and the Kia Soul. The Cube is my favorite in so many ways. Cars with personality and practicality are so me. I almost bought it today - literally - I was stopped by parent's wise advice and sensibility. Hopefully it will be in my driveway tomorrow. :D
2011 Ginger Nissan Cube
Jonny teaching my little cousin's how to kick back, snack and play his video-games!
(more on his video-games soon! He's creating an amazing game! so proud!)
Our first tomato several days ago! Now we have more. :)
My adorable cousin playing with my MyTwin Doll :P
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